Overdosageits on the floor... in my head in my eyes glassy eyes mirrors disgustingOverdosage
vomit painted floor nails ripping skin ready to hit ground.... in...three.....two.....one.... explode. explode my capillaries dying veins scream in pain burning seething screaming poison raping clearing tissue
searing cells blue blood red blood black blood dread disease contagious numbness lights are blinding retching blood from flesh exsanguining evacuating reverberating in my consciousness cant breathe. tiny vesse
sign it awaysign it away...sign it away
day in
and day out i cant feel my feet
legs arms words it keeps spreading further away numbing i feel so gone gone .......gone letters keep negativity dont touch me if i dont see you i might explode away away in pieces rest in pieces as cliched as the nightfall as the nation disintigrates my body is deteriorating
cells are floating away... tissue demattering and then i falter blow out lungs remember to breathe inout inout in you cant tell me what to do
i can stop breathing
Paranoiai am far away from here.anesthesia nightmares.theres nothing,numbness,morphine dream.my monitoring system has shown no life for years. flat line.completely flat lines...and you wonder am i seeing stars yet.are you?.oh yeah,stars and lightning,breath in breathe out.i lay still on my bed on summer nights full of neon zephyrs .so as not to catch fire to my dry sheets.air crackles dangerously around my hair and electrons seep out of my carefully meterd breaths .synapse ,lapse back ,the only sound i hear is the slow static burn of the telephone line and my restless body twising on a dripping mattress and the neon washing over me is my ecentric eleParanoia
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